Feelings Of A crush broken heart

Greetings Kings, Queens, Sons, Daughters, Prince, and Princess, how is everyone doing today? I pray all is well with you. To be completely honest, open, and transparent I am not doing ok at all. I am really feeling all types of positive and negative emotions. I feel loneliness, rejection, and betrayal heartaches. I have started on my book, and I sent it over to the number one Christian-based network TBN I got rejected I am really hurt. Also, I thought I had a best friend who believed in me, supported me, and trusted me. I was wrong he told me that he was going to edit, publish, and buy my book, we were posted to do a podcast tomorrow as my feature to talk about mental awareness. I am very supportive as a friend, and I am loyal. I am hugely supported when it comes to mental awareness. Well, the so-called friend turns his back on me he doesn't believe in me, he bashes me, then turns his back on the podcast, the book, and me. I feel like he stabbed me in the heart with a knife. Honestly, I feel like if someone is holding you away from your purpose, not helping you get to your purpose, and the real protentional of yourself I should just cut them off Why stay around? It doesn't make any sense to. You not helping me, you don't want to. You have the resources to. I am crying, trying to pick my pieces back together. The worst pain to experience is to get betrayed by someone who you really thought was a friend. I need to pray deeply and fast, asking the Holy Spirit to soften my heart. To love and to forgive. Until next time Love always Chosen Princess