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Feelings Of A crush broken heart

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Greetings Kings, Queens, Sons, Daughters, Prince, and Princess, how is everyone doing today? I pray all is well with you. To be completely honest, open, and transparent I am not doing ok at all. I am really feeling all types of positive and negative emotions. I feel loneliness, rejection, and betrayal heartaches. I have started on my book, and I sent it over to the number one Christian-based network TBN I got rejected I am really hurt. Also, I thought I had a best friend who believed in me, supported me, and trusted me. I was wrong he told me that he was going to edit, publish, and buy my book, we were posted to do a podcast tomorrow as my feature to talk about mental awareness. I am very supportive as a friend, and I am loyal. I am hugely supported when it comes to mental awareness. Well, the so-called friend turns his back on me he doesn't believe in me, he bashes me, then turns his back on the podcast, the book, and me. I feel like he stabbed m...

So call friends

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 Greetings, Happy Saturday Kings, Queens, Sons, Daughters, Prince, Princess, and Children of the Kingdom of Heaven even if you don't believe or are in a category of  another denomination . I hope that everyone is having a safe and good weekend. I know that a whole lot of graduations are going on. My niece is having her high school graduation today back home in Gainesville FL. It sucks that I can't make it today I am very heartbroken I love her so much and I am so proud of her. I pray that I will see her before she goes to college, I haven't been home in four years. I miss my family so much. The reason why I choose to talk about this topic is because I have very crush on one friend who I have known for 8 years, and another friend who I haven't known that long but really thought they were my friend. So, the one who I knew no longer was mad at me because he thought that I was not a good friend to him. I have always been his friend; I even ask him to ...

God, fill us and shine us with the light of day.

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 Have you ever wondered where the source comes from? Have you felt so drained? Reading a couple of Bible scriptures, I figure out God is the source of all of us, and Jesus is the light of the world he is the light of hopelessness, the light of darkness. No matter what your situation is, turn to Jesus; he will bring light out of that situation. We all need the light inside of us, breathing deep within us, working inside us, and dwelling inside us. We need the good Shepard light of Jesus Christ and the living flow of The Holy Spirit. We should be the living vessels of light to bring harmony, unity, joy, peace, and love to this broken world, broken systems, and to each of us. Let there be light, let there be light to magnify and fulfilled the purpose that every single one of us has.  Prayer: Yahweh Savior, Good Shepard, I pray that you will teach us, mold us on how to be light to this world. Teach O Jesus, teach us how to be disciplined as we enter into partnership with you. Use ...

Set Your Standards High

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Greetings Kings, Queens, Sons, Daughters, and everyone part or not part of the Kingdom purposes. Today I am going to be discussing high expectations, and low expectations. I know that this is a good topic to be discussing. When you set your standards high, who do you set them on? Do you put all your high standards on mankind, or in God? I know right! I will say that I give people 90% and God 10%. I know that is very backward for me, but that is the honest truth. I am working on that trust me. So, a little past about me. Well, I lost my mom at age 10, and I didn't grow up with an earthly father. So, I treat God like he was my earthly father, and that sucks for God. Now I know that he is not only God, but also my father, my first love, and my only love. I pour my gifts into helping anyone even people I don't know, I love helping people that is my desire, and my purpose. But when I don't get the same treatment back, I get disappointed and hurt. Don't get me wr...