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Offensive

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 Greetings kings, queens, sons, and daughters. Happy Saturday how is each and everyone doing today? I pray all is well with you. Today is a good day for me so far, I will have to rate myself a 7/10. I am feeling a seven today because I think my family reunion is coming up very soon and I won't be able to make it. I am trying my best to make peace with it and trust God for the reason why. Today I wanted to talk about offensive. When I think of the word offensive, I think of a person, family, or friend trying to bash someone, bashing me. I get offended very easily, and quickly. I have self-sabotage a lot of good friends along my journey. I let my pride and ego get in the way. I wasn't ready to hear the truth about myself I wanted to continue to be in denial. I thought it was a good thing to be in denial, scream at them, and block them out of my life completely. Trust me that wasn't the way to go at all. My own thoughts self-sabotage myself, and my friendships. I was telling m...

Encouragement

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 Greetings Kings, Queens, everyone. How is everyone feeling today? I hope all is well with you. I know that it has been a minute since I did a blog post. I don't know about you but my mind, and emotions have really been all over the place I have been feeling down and a little depressed sometimes. Today is a new day and I am very grateful to still be here today because it is always mercy and grace each day. A new day to smile, laugh, love, and forgive even when you don't feel like it. I know you are wondering why I should smile when I am experiencing chaos, difficulties, curve balls keep coming, hardships, etc. You are feeling like if you only know what I have been dealing with, why should I forgive when this person hurt me, and the biggest one how can I forgive when I don't forgive myself. Trust me to be humble, open, and transparent with each and every one of you I have been there, and I am still there even in this moment, and season of my life. I am still learning how to ...

Devotional

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 Greetings marvelous made, unique, beautiful queens, daughters. How is everyone doing? I pray all is well with you. Today is a beautiful day, and I am doing just fine. Whatever you are feeling and going through just know that no matter what the circumstances are you are loved, and you are worthy. Keep going even when the pressure, overwhelmed, trails, storms, tribulations, etc. You will come out of the other side with a rainbow you got this. Just know that God, and I believe in you no matter what. Keep shining like the bright rubies that you are. I read this inspiring devotional and I wanted to share it with each and every one of you. Here it is: You are uniquely loved because you were uniquely created. Unique means the sole example of, prototype or only one, and, my favorite definition, without equal or rival. Our Father God stands alone, without rivals, so we shouldn't be surprised that in his eyes, we are daughters without rivals. This eliminates every reason that we should ever...

Embracing My Father Love

 Greetings Kings, Queens, Sons, Daughters, Children, Unbelief, doubts, distance, brokenhearted, etc. Whatever category you are in I want to say welcome. I pray that this post will uplift you. I know that it has been a minute since I did a blog post. To be humble, open, and transparent with you It has been a while since I have written anything. I gave up on writing my grateful, and prayer journals. I was very crushed inside. My candle was slowly fading away. I was not on fire for Father God, Jesus, and The Holy Spirit like I was before. I felt unworthy and hopeless so many negative thoughts were in my mind. I was even going back to old habits and familiar things just to cope instead of leaning into my father's presence. Question of the day Has anyone never had their earthly dad around or did have them around, but it was the distance? I don't know but for me I met my dad around the age of 29 or 30 I can't remember. So, it was a struggle for me and my father God. I will pull b...

Feelings Of A crush broken heart

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Greetings Kings, Queens, Sons, Daughters, Prince, and Princess, how is everyone doing today? I pray all is well with you. To be completely honest, open, and transparent I am not doing ok at all. I am really feeling all types of positive and negative emotions. I feel loneliness, rejection, and betrayal heartaches. I have started on my book, and I sent it over to the number one Christian-based network TBN I got rejected I am really hurt. Also, I thought I had a best friend who believed in me, supported me, and trusted me. I was wrong he told me that he was going to edit, publish, and buy my book, we were posted to do a podcast tomorrow as my feature to talk about mental awareness. I am very supportive as a friend, and I am loyal. I am hugely supported when it comes to mental awareness. Well, the so-called friend turns his back on me he doesn't believe in me, he bashes me, then turns his back on the podcast, the book, and me. I feel like he stabbed m...

So call friends

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 Greetings, Happy Saturday Kings, Queens, Sons, Daughters, Prince, Princess, and Children of the Kingdom of Heaven even if you don't believe or are in a category of  another denomination . I hope that everyone is having a safe and good weekend. I know that a whole lot of graduations are going on. My niece is having her high school graduation today back home in Gainesville FL. It sucks that I can't make it today I am very heartbroken I love her so much and I am so proud of her. I pray that I will see her before she goes to college, I haven't been home in four years. I miss my family so much. The reason why I choose to talk about this topic is because I have very crush on one friend who I have known for 8 years, and another friend who I haven't known that long but really thought they were my friend. So, the one who I knew no longer was mad at me because he thought that I was not a good friend to him. I have always been his friend; I even ask him to ...

God, fill us and shine us with the light of day.

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 Have you ever wondered where the source comes from? Have you felt so drained? Reading a couple of Bible scriptures, I figure out God is the source of all of us, and Jesus is the light of the world he is the light of hopelessness, the light of darkness. No matter what your situation is, turn to Jesus; he will bring light out of that situation. We all need the light inside of us, breathing deep within us, working inside us, and dwelling inside us. We need the good Shepard light of Jesus Christ and the living flow of The Holy Spirit. We should be the living vessels of light to bring harmony, unity, joy, peace, and love to this broken world, broken systems, and to each of us. Let there be light, let there be light to magnify and fulfilled the purpose that every single one of us has.  Prayer: Yahweh Savior, Good Shepard, I pray that you will teach us, mold us on how to be light to this world. Teach O Jesus, teach us how to be disciplined as we enter into partnership with you. Use ...